Unbearable Pain: My Fight Against the Enigmatic Suffering of Cluster Headache Syndrome
It began on a gloomy weekday morning in the autumn of 2016. I was working as a teacher, trying to settle a new group of students, when a sudden pain sprang behind my right eye. Then came rapid jolts, reminiscent of electric shocks. As the school day progressed, the discomfort subsided and then returned with greater intensity. Multiple times that day I handed over a teaching assistant with activities and hurried to the staff bathroom to douse my face with cold water. I took paracetamol, but the pain remained unrelenting.
The headaches appeared frequently that fall, and once more in the spring, soon forming an yearly pattern. September and October were the worst, then February and March. I could predict the pattern: aura in the morning, early pangs on the commute, full-on agony in class by 9.30am. In 2019, a GP finally sent me to a neurologist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headaches.
This condition typically start with intense discomfort behind one eye that lasts up to several hours.
About one in 1,000 people suffer by the disorder, and males are more frequently diagnosed. Cluster headaches usually start with sudden, severe agony focused on one eye that peaks within a short time and lasts for as long as three hours. Episodes come in clusters, every day or several times a day, and are accompanied by red or watery eyes, drooping eyelids or facial perspiration. There exists the episodic form, which occurs in periodic bouts; others have continuous cluster headaches, defined by the lack of long symptom-free periods.
What unites sufferers is the severity. One research paper scored the sensation at 9.7 out of 10, more severe than broken bones or pancreatitis. Another found a significant percentage of cluster headache patients experienced suicidal thoughts during attacks; the number fell to four percent when they were pain-free.
Val Hobbs, in her seventies, a long-term sufferer from Pembrokeshire, finds this understandable. Her episodes began when she was a toddler. “I would hurl myself on the ground and hit my head. That was put down to being a difficult child,” she says. Her condition worsened through childhood. Alcohol in her adolescence, similar to many triggers, made things worse. After having alcohol at her graduation party, she recalls barely being able to see on the transport home.
Her family often mistook her episodes as drunken episodes. Understanding eventually came from her father and then from her partner, Rod. “I was very lucky to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs found clerical work after relocating, but often hid her condition. She was dismissed from one job, partly due to time off during episodes. Her breakthrough diagnosis came in the early 2000s at a specialist hospital.
Still, the failure to plan daily activities around unpredictable attacks took its toll. She particularly hated being unable to plan social events, being seen as unreliable as a colleague, and even having to be cared for by her children during the incapacitation caused by the most severe episodes. “It robs you of the small liberties we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She recalls winning tickets for a significant concert, only to have an episode inside a portable toilet.
Headaches have been described across the ages. “The first description of headache comes by way of the ancient civilizations in 4000BC,” write authors in a publication on the topic. They attributed the ailment to an malevolent spirit who attacked his victims' heads.
Ancient medical texts propose unusual treatments for what some observers would classify as a migraine. In the middle ages, migraine was identified as a distinct disorder, with therapies ranging from bloodletting to other, more folk remedies.
It was a European doctor who provided the initial detailed description of a cluster headache. In his medical observations, he describes a patient “suffering with a very severe headache happening and disappearing daily at specific hours”.
Cluster headaches were only officially classified by global medical societies in 1988. From the 1960s to the late 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a issue with a major blood vessel that delivers blood to the head. Leading specialists in diagnosing the disorder explain this.
In 1998, researchers published the findings of a research project for which they had triggered attacks in patients and monitored the attacks in a imaging machine. The results, published in a prominent medical publication, showed increased activity of the a brain region, which is in charge for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in pain, and a deactivation when they recovered.
Despite such progress, diagnosis remains slow. One man's attacks began in the 1980s and felt like “a modelling balloon being inflated behind my one eye”. Doctors thought he had sinus problems; he had four surgeries before finally being diagnosed in recently, after a physician researched his symptoms.
Specialists say wait times in diagnosis and treatment happen because patients are rarely seen during an episode. “You're exhausted and low, but not in agony,” a doctor says. He works by eliminating other common headache disorders, such as tension-type headache, before confirming cluster headaches. A detailed patient history is essential: on which part of the head do symptoms occur? For how much time? What time of year? Are there precipitating factors, such as certain foods? Specific features such as redness, drooping eyelids and nasal congestion help confirm the diagnosis. Once diagnosed, patients may be referred to dedicated clinics. But many first arrive to emergency rooms or are given inadequate therapies.
Dorothy Chapman, in her late seventies, has experienced the condition for most of her life, although she has been free from an episode since 2016. When she was in her twenties, she had her teeth extracted because dental professionals misunderstood her symptoms. She believes the dental profession still need much more education. When another patient sought help from a support group, it was Chapman who replied. The author recalls calling a helpline during an attack in early 2021; a reassuring advisor talked them through oxygen therapy and drugs until the episode eased.
National guidelines on treatment recommend that sufferers are offered high-flow oxygen and/or a specific drug administered by injection. No oral painkillers or strong analgesics should be used. Preventive choices include a blood pressure medication, which reportedly soothes the attacks of well-known individuals.
But leading neurologists argue the guidance need revising to reflect a clearer clinical pathway and help general practitioners avoid misprescribing. For periodic patients, the treatment window is everything: “The duration of the bout dictates the treatment.” Brief bouts with infrequent attacks are managed with acute therapy alone. Longer or more severe bouts require preventative medications such as certain drugs, sometimes paired with steroids. A significant number of patients also receive a nerve block injection during a bout – an injection into the area of the skull where the discomfort is that reduces nerve signals.
The national guidelines need revising to reflect a